Ontario Nurses Association

I just emailed the Ontario Nurses Association. I finally got up the courage to email them, finally, after four months of being suicidal. I know they'll do very little for me as they stuck together and Janice at the Hospital was not at.pathetic, and neither was the Twitter account of the ONA. I recently posted my plight and I know the Prime Minister and the ONA read it but did not reply. I don't know personally how these people can sleep at night knowing that they do these things sensation and rarely help them. I know I used to really wish her even though it was difficult and you took a half an hour or more for her to get there. I really wanted to be home so badly but they kept telling my mom I was very sick which was a lie. The only problems I had were with the staff and the nurses. There were some nurses that were abusive that made calmness about my weight, others that kept turning off my call bell. A nice RT named Natalia was good enough to turn on my call Bill but the rotten nurses kept turning it off. and there was one nurse that in the hallway doing her report and I was screaming for help and she wouldn't even turn around. They were witches to me in there. As I have experienced torture, and what they did to me was a form of torture, but I know they'll deny it, they always do. I know that people in power Abu that power. Authority abuses authority. That's why those like me get nothing because the vulnerable are always taken advantage of. I've been suicidal for weeks and I feel it creeping back again. I can no longer cope with my life. I live in suffering and pain.

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